Words that only belong in a closed notebook
I wrote down my thoughts last night...unpolished, unedited. I look at them and I know I can't share them with anyone because they're...
You Taught Me.
You taught me that the most important part of me is my sexuality. That I should be eager to please and easily pleasured and that's how to...
fear
I try to grasp at control over my feelings. But it's like liquid silver slipping through my fingertips and the more frantically I try to...
I Will Fight.
It feels like I'm standing in the middle of a seesaw. Or maybe walking a tight rope. I lean to the left and I feel gravity pulling me...
Motionless Running
How can the forces within work so directly against one another? The mind runs and runs and runs, high on the desire to complete each task...
Broken Glass
Swirls - No, heavier. They are made of sand, twisting and winding, not to be followed or stopped. Tiny grains and they turn deceitfully...
The Evolution of a New Beast
Falling into that childlike, mystical imagination...but drenched in nostalgia and emotion in a way that cannot be borne. My consciousness...
The Greatest Foe
My own mind, left unchecked, is my biggest crime. Like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, my greatest foe is my other side.
Writing and Driving
Some people text and drive - I, apparently, write and drive.
Writing is Just a Shadow
Many people like the idea of writing, and of being a writer. For me, it is not really writing at all but a formulation, a concrete...